Life: RantWell today was and awful day and tomorrow will be a really very busy day:
Yesterday, today still for me because i'm not sleeping yet i really must because is 2 am,
i have the entrance interview with my elder son for enter into 1º of primary school, but he was until next week in a improve language school because he was deft until he was 2 years old , now is normal but he talk his first words until the 2 and a half years old!!
i'm very proud to his accomplishments and he is very talented draw and painter boy, so i'm a proud mom he even got a 120 score in the ci test... but he have yet problem in language he can't pronounce right the f, s, r, and l, but the language school is until kindergarten and he must go to a normal school for primary. he is very very shy more than a shy kid, so he don't play with others in school.
I know it will be a really hard time for me find him a new school
first
he must stay in one who have less student (15 to 20) in order to learn to socialize and have more attention from the teacher
second
I must find one school not so expensive because i'm poor
third
i had a very bad report totally wrong write from the specialist and the psycologist...
and i went very very nervous to the interview and they left me outside only my baby enter so i got stomach pain due the anxiety ( i'm look like a 6 month pregnat woman now and i can't eat anything)
Finally they accepted but with condition that i must pay for an specialist and a teacher psychologist, for all the year, not try to work or study because i must be a mother...
Now
how i'll supose to pay for all that if i'm poor?????!!!!!
i'm really worried!!!
Today (tomorrow for me)
10:00 am i must go for the trip to the pool, with my childrens (end of the year trip)
here school goes from march to december.
and i'm look so ugly like a ball (because of my nervious breakdown who make me with stomach pain) and i can't not go because my childrens wait for this day for so long
i must die right now!!!!!!
i hate be a parent school related!!!
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